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  • Watching David Lynch’s first film, Eraserhead, in a 1980s vintage West Los Angeles theatre was a paradigm shifter. For a twenty-something from the rural American South, a heightened sense of boundless creativity soaked into me in that threadbare movie house and changed my newly acquired urban trajectory. Lynch’s connection with the fecund space of infinity

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  • Looking back on 2024, one of my dreams came true; it was a colossal one for me. I’d been incubating a dream that emerged when I was six years old. In my twenties it had come to fruition, then been overtaken by my soul’s desire to become a mother. Over this past summer the vision

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  • An 8:39 discovery of joy through the inner play of limits

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  • Underwater silence. I know the sound from being tethered to the bottom of a lake once but now it’s directly threatening. The rush of fear constricting my chest yanks the vagus nerve running up my neck. Too close to the reptilian connection that hearing has to survival, my amygdala gets defensive and rakes a dull

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  • The work of writing is only the beginning of a book’s journey. Around 2010 I started a transgressive writing class that enforced and enhanced my penchant for libidinal transparency. Since we met every week we had a chance to get to know the work of the people attending the group. The very act of bringing

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  • The time-aging hack: implement new and diverse experiences that feed into the brain’s thirst for a variety of images which it triggers its conflation of the pictures with increments of time. Today is my birthday so it won’t be a surprise that I’ve focused this post on aging and time. I feel anxiety about the

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  • When I left South America the gates to the world were opened to a post-pandemic United States. I stepped off the plane with the intention of rediscovering my country. People were still socially distanced, an after-shock we all went through as we continued to engage in six feet of space between us. Whereas when I

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  • Where do the Conscious and Unconscious Meet? It all begins with zero. I had a moment way back when my son was little and still sweet that epitomizes the gap between the basement and the ground floor level of awareness. We had just moved back to California when I reached this place I call Metaphysical Sublimity.

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